This Is It!

I’ve been waiting for the right timing. I guess this is it. This is the sign.

It has been bothering me, affecting my work. I’ve been confused, though I know the obvious…or rather, I know the obvious, but I’m just so attached. Attached to everyone, and so used to this life of 5 years. But I guess it’s time to move on…time to close this chapter and open a new one. I expected another 2 or 3 months. I never expected it to be this soon, because I thought I would prepare myself, prepare my thoughts, prepare what to say, plan everything so it would be easy. I guess it’s never easy to say good-bye. Now it makes me sad, but this is for the best - hoping for the best.

It's Not Just A Ride

i miss riding my bike
and just feeling the cool wind on my face
as i breeze the streets.
i miss the inner peace of observing the streets
and enjoying the moment.
i miss the freedom of racing with my biking partner.
i miss wearing my helmet and gloves.
i miss mounting and dismounting bikes on the pickup.
i miss stretching.
i miss sweat and tiredness from a good workout.
i miss exercise and just feeling healthy, adventurous and active.



*taken from http://www.nutsbike.com/tag/bike

Wasting Time

I found my way through this blogger, and enjoyed wasting my time reading through "Oohhh..Lala!!!".

An excerpt -

"Aside from being immersed in different cultures, reliving history, enjoying art and food...the best thing traveling has taught me is HUMILITY. You realize that you are but a small entity in this big,big universe. Ang tendency kasi kapag dito ka lang sa Pilipinas, you become complacent. You know your environment so well, you feel you can go through life blindfolded. you stop asking questions, you stop trying new things, you stick to the cycle. But when you're in a new place, every person is a stranger and everyday is a new adventure. Travel is the best life teacher." (Friday, March 16, 2007 || Patty Laurel)

I've always dreamed of traveling the world - exploring, experiencing, living.

Think Long-term

Am I brave enough to leave the borders of security and trust the universe?

Am I ready to leave the goods for more experience, knowledge and growth – the intangibles of life – which for me, is more rich, fruitful, fulfilling.

Big move; bold move.

I’m taking this chance for our future.

I’m excited and nervous.

Though you give me vague and insubstantial answers to my pressures, I have faith in you.

This faith should and must overcome my uncertainties.

I am open, willing and trusting.

We are in this together…forever.

Mornings @ 6

I’ve noticed a drastic change during my weekday mornings. Since the condo is still under renovation, my husband and I have been staying at their home for a good 3 weeks. This is advantageous and practical since it’s closer to my office than previous.

I would still set the alarm at 6:00am; getup 15 to 20 minutes later to do my rituals of getting ready for work. The difference is remarkable!

Before, when I came from the south, I would leave home w/o makeup, w/o brushing my hair, and with an empty stomach. I’d better be on the road before 7:00am to avoid heavy traffic. I would have to drive a good 1hour or more dropping my Mom off at her office in Makati, then speed to Ortigas with all the hassles of the road. By the time I get to the office, I look so harassed. Hehehe! Then after work, we have to let the rush hour traffic pass before heading home. This is about 10 in the evening. But that’s the way of life from the south. You get used to it and we’re just thankful for the safe travels.

Now, it’s just so convenient; I’m amazed! The past few weeks my stomach is full before leaving at around 7:30am and get to work by 8:00am more or less, with a driver. The most wonderful thing is that this time I get to put on my makeup and brush my hair. Stress free! Then after work, I get more time for sleep!!! Hmmm…wonderful!

Despite all that, I still miss home in the south especially my family, my bed, my stuff, my space. But it’s different now, and I am looking forward to new beginnings.

You are My Home

So happy waking up next to you and bidding the good night beside you.

But I guess we can’t have it all...

I yearn for you in these lonely hours, sitting on this chair all day. I’d rather argue with you than interact with this machine.

I want to go home! Home is wherever you are.